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I am so freaking excited for tonight. I’ll get to see my grandparents again after 97874551845184 years. Mehehe. I love you Gramps <3333 I’m so excited to see the look on their faces upon seeing me almost all grown up. I am so excited to hug them and kiss them again. I’ll hug them so tight until I crush their brittle bones. Haha. No. Course not. They’ll be coming back from Hawaii and there will come a time where I’ll go there and visit them instead of them always visiting us. Pag yumaman ako ng bonggang bongga pabalik balik ako ng Hawaii na parang may lbm ako at pabalik balik lang ako ng CR. Hihi :>

In the mean time I’ll just sit around and wait for tonight. It was my parents’ wedding anniversary yesterday. Gumaya lang sa wedding anniversary nila sina Judy Ann Santos at Ryan Agoncillo. Haha. But the thing is Mom wasn’t around to celebrate with Dad and I was too upset to celebrate with Dad because I guess there’s nothing much to celebrate. Nagmovie marathon na lang ako and one of the movies I watched was Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close. Sobrang natouch ako. It was a story about this kid whose father died in the 9/11 attack and he was struggling to live with that reality. Hindi ko na ikwekwento lahat. It’s up to you to watch. :-) After watching the movie I thought about my dad and how much he needed me that day to be with him but I refused. I felt sooo GUILTY as in *THIS GUILTY* so I did a little paglalambing and I know that he understands me. I know that he completely understands how hard the situation is for me because their marriage ain’t working out. Anyway, I’m not gonna sob about that. Not any longer. YOLO. Life’s too short to waste time thinking about crap. 

It’s ze Penguin’s birthday tomorrow and I can’t be there to celebrate with him. </3 I’ll see you sa opening. I was just thinking about you last night and I realized that I’m actually officially really missing you. lol. korny. Napasok na naman tong topic na to. I’m not really good at talking about love, especially love for that dweeb penguin. Let me give your heart a break. Haha.

Happy Birthday Josh/Siah/Retarded Penguin/Official feeder of ice creams/Hand thief/Weird Chinese Boy :)))) 

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